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I feel like I should blog about Sundays Terrorist attack in Kampala but I can’t. I haven’t been able to process my feelings so when I try to think or write about the event I am overrun with a jumbled mess of thoughts and feelings that I can’t clearly sort. I also have not had access to any media outlets so I really know very little of what happened. Also, I can’t allow myself to think about the attack and speculate on what if, what now, what next- because when I allow those thoughts I begin to feel uneasy and panicked. But just to easy the minds of those who may worry (mom) this much I know is true…

1) Gulu, although the 2nd largest city in Uganda, is still very small. It is not large enough or populated enough to be a target.
2) Invisible Children has instituted a curfew (dusk) for all volunteers until further notice.
3) Invisible Children has instructed all volunteers to avoid public events or gatherings, especially those that may draw a large western crowd.
4) Invisible Children will now use their vehicles (with decals and logos removed) for all group travel rather then public transportation or private hires.
5) As of now, I am scheduled to spend one night in Kampala prior to departing Uganda but have been assured that alternative travel will be arranged if safety cannot be assured.
6) Finally- I really am safe and okay. ☺


Best day ever!

The day after I found out about the terrorist attack I had possibly the most satisfying day in the past two summers. It is no surprise that I am an emotional wreck here- it is quite the daily (and sometimes hourly) emotional rollercoaster.

I started Tuesday morning with a call to California. It was a brief conversation but still great. A few minute chat with someone from home can make my entire day. I hope those I speak with realize how much I cherish those moments.

Then I went for a run- there is something so cathartic and relaxing about running on a dirt track and breathing in fresh air while the sun rises.

After that my co-teacher, Florence (Flo-Dawg to me) called an apologized to me. We had a we-bit of a disagreement the previous day and I was worried that our relationship would be strained. She is a tough, aggressive, and stubborn woman and frankly I’m a little scared of her so I am in complete shock that SHE called me! I like a strong woman who isn’t afraid to admit a mistake.

Next, I set out on my long journey to school with Boda Paul. Normally we just ride silently but today we filled our time with conversation. He is so interesting and smart. He shared stories of life during the conflict and his views on the current corrupt political system. I am normally relived to get off the boda but I could have rode around with him all day, listening to his stories.

School was actually not awful which means it was a success. I taught a lesson and the class actually responded- normally they just stare at me with blank faces. I don’t know if they don’t understand my accent- the questioning- or just think I’m odd but it get very frustrating to talk at someone and hardly get any type or response. I’m glad they are coming around.

After school I headed to Saint Jude’s Orphanage for the girls empowerment and mentoring group that Jen and I started. It was amazing. The girls blew my mind. Watching them interact with each other was beautiful. I am anticipating that my time at St. Jude’s will be the moments I treasure most.

And finally Jen and I had a glass (well maybe a bottle) of wine.

I couldn’t ask for a better day!